Monday, May 26, 2008

Party!!!

Got up early today to go to the monastery to cook. Sleepy.... but once we got there, it was straight to work! Today's menu is special... its done entirely by the kids! And I er... I erm... am a kid at heart! Lolz! So i helped out too! =)

Pic 1: Recieving instructions from the expert!
Pic 2: Billy, concentrating on creating the perfect lemonade
Pic 3: Our cooks at work!


Pic 1: Team 2 hard at work too! Making the desserts.
Pic 2 & 3: Check out the spread!!! All done by kids! Impressive huhz! (Of course, the mums were the ones with the recipes, giving the instructions but the food was all prepared by young ones alone! Amazing isn't it?)

Had a really good lunch and following that, went with Andrew and his mom to do some shopping in Berkeley before heading over for Kristine's party in San Francisco. The Carnival was happening right at her doorstep! How cool is that?


Pic 1: Check out that crowd!
Pic 2: Dancing by the stage.

An extremely fun day! There's gonna be another party tomorrow as its Memorial Day! But I think I'm gonna have to skip out on that... Too much partying... Finals in 2 weeks! Lolz... Time to concentrate!がんばって!!!

Call Ben to check on boys too, guess most of them are fine now. Only Kenny got his jaw dislocated from the accident... Poor guy... and I guess Mr. K is still in a pretty bad shape. Hope everyone gets better soon!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Sports

Woke up specially early today intending to go for a jog. But just when I was about to leave, the rain and fog comes -.-... It hasn't rained for like weeks! Why now.. when I finally decided to exercise for once... Felt so cheated... so i decided to walk into the kitchen instead and make something to eat... Hahahahz! Oh wellz... i needed to do something right...

Went to support the boys school basketball game later. They were playing 3 games this time! And in between games, it was all the "arghz!" and "oooz!" Lolz.. everyone was aching all over. And Jacky asked me to help him massage his back, and before I knew it, Ali was lying beside him and then came Kenny! A line formed and I became the team's private massage therapist.. =.=... I should start charging man! Lolz... Oh wellz, its good practice for me i guess... hahaz. And Ali's younger brother was guessing my age and he said I looked 16 but talk like I'm 19! Lolz! Awww love him so much now! Lolz

Well the team won 2nd place amongst all the North Californian Chinese Schools!!! An incredible achievement! Last time the school won was years back! Check out the big smile on my lil bro's face! (Well, not so little anymore.. he's taller than me now. But he'll always be lil bro! Lolz)

Fetched him back to BBM after the games and learned that there was going to be a lunch gathering the next day at the monastery where only the kids will be cooking! So i was invited to stay over at Andrew's place for the night and got to eat really good Soup! Andrew's mom makes some of the best vietnamese dishes! Later learned that the rest of the boys school got into a car accident on the way back. Heard that Mr. K was bleeding but all the other students are ok. Really hope that everyone is fine and not suffering from too big of a whiplash from the accident...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Reflections....

今日はある古いの仲間は会った。彼奴の名前は怒り。先はきの買ったのわせる物は使う事がでなきゃ、そして、デシイーおばさんのイーメルを受けった。まった、お金がほし。彼奴の商売は参加するほし。未だ読んでない、よくないの事を知る。あの商売は参加する?何のために。。。時間とお金が浪費するだけ。それで、チェンおばーさまの指定は行く時、他の人がいる。だから買い物いくと思って、でも迷った。おれの時間がもう浪費した!ちょー怒っただろ!火がほとんど爆発なれる!ああああ!!!

Oh well... apart from those horrible things i mentioned above... things are going pretty well otherwise...(Its good to know another language! Heez...) Found out that one of my friends in Singapore is actually doing the TCM program in NTU! Lolz... so we started chatting about what we've learned so far and the difference in our curriculum. But I also learned that my current school is not recognized by the TCM board of Singapore. Hmmz... that changes things... what am I gonna do... I think... I'm still gonna go on with it here. Lolz! If Singapore dun want me... I'm sure there's someplace else in the world that wants me. Maybe look for a job in USA? Maybe study with the Healing monk in Thailand? Maybe join the acupuncture school internship in China or Japan? There are other options I guess...

Someone once mentioned that I look like a character that popped out from some anime, especially with my spiky hair. I think i lead my life like one too... Lolz! Meeting different masters, and learning different skills. Very 武俠小說 like... Hahaz. So in response to the tags on my tagboard, I don't think I need to grow up... I've grown already... and am continuing to grow... as mentioned on my side column, おれの性命の町は、自分でいらんで (The path of my life, I shall choose it on my own). I'd admit though.. that my real life mite be slightly anime influenced... but I believe its possible! Heez...

As for others having no choice but to stay mainstream for survival... I think its more like how much risk are they willing to take? How much are they willing to gamble with their life to follow their heart? I believe, if you're doing the right thing... the world will take care of you naturally... The Chinese have a saying, "天下無不可走的路“ right? Or something liddat... Hahz.

Alritez... enuff of my rumblings.. hmmz... think this is the 1st post that contained 3 different languages... Hahaz... just some reflections of mine thou... Whether I'd still maintain the same thinking in the future, I dunno... but for now, thats the direction that the wind is blowing for me... and I chose to follow it. Hmmz... wonder where will it blow me to...

Oh, and to my "son," hope you're feeling better now! Sometimes its not easy growing up as a kid... but being young is one of the best things in life! Take your time to enjoy it. And thank you for all the love! hahz... glad that i was able to be of comfort =)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Lil Kiddo

Talked to my "son" today, he said I watched more cartoons than him. Lolz... おれはこどもぽい? hahaz...でもね、エーニメはかこいいだろ!だからいつも見る. そしてもね、おれは別の事はないから =P! Yup... I'm a lil kiddo.. hahaz

Got inspired by the Ethiopian food yesterday so decided to cook lunch today. How does it look? Good enuff? Lolz. Definitely does not taste as good as the restaurant's food but there is one taste that they can never replicate... its the taste of satisfaction of eating your own creation! Heez =D

Monday, May 19, 2008

Blessing

Had an extraordinary day today! Went back to meet Luang Por Prasert and met many familiar faces there - some schoolmates who heard about him, and of course David Williams my buddy. Also met Amdee there! She was the one who translated for me during my session with Luang Por Jumnian.

Got a really good healing. When I just sat down before him, Luang Por asked about my accident. I was shocked. It was only my 2nd day knowing him. He gave me some healing with his hands and also invited me to visit his monastery in Thailand to learn about healing. Later, I even became the scribe for the translator, writing prescriptions to people, and taking notes for my own knowledge. At the end of the day, Luang Por also gave me a gift, the candle he used to channel his energy through. It was originally straight but melted into that shape. In thailand, people would have fought to get their hands on these things. I've basically gotten hold of a Babylonian Candle! Lolz (If you're not sure what that is, watch Star Dust! =P)

And everyone was given tough tasting prescriptions like peppercorn, skin of pineapple, lotus seeds, thai herbs... but when it came to me, i was asked to go drink vodka. Everyone laughed and said I got the best prescription. I checked with Luang Por with regards to the precepts, he said it is fine. This is for medicinal purpose, plus the translator said I got permission from a monk... Lolz, so i guess I'm gonna drink vodka for the first time in years...

Following that, went to an Ethiopian restaurant with David to have dinner. The food was Reaaalllly delicious... And they serve everything in one large plate with no utensils. Really cool! Last time I went there with him was a year ago when I was dropping by the area. Time flies...


Pic 1: Check out the shape of the candle
Pic 2: Ethiopian Cuisine! Yummy...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Herbs and Healing

Had a really fun day today learning about herbs and healing. In the morning, traveled to Samuel P. Taylor State Park to meet a Curandero, a Hispanic Healer by the name of Charles Garcia, and he took us on a trail through the woods to identify native wild herbs that we can use for healing and for wounds!

Following that, met up with David Williams in Berkeley where they were having Spring Cleaning at the monastery. Met so many old faces of Drby. Met Estee too! Been 4 years since i last met her... Then took off with David and headed for Los Gatos to meet a Thai healing monk - Luang Por Prasert who gave a dharma talk about healing.


Pic 1: Curandero Charles and the group.
Pic 2: Herb to the left is Thistle, root is used for clearing the lymphatic vessels. Herb to the right is Red Dock, also a good lymphatic cleanser, cleanses fats from vessels. And can be used to relieve Stinging Nettle's sting too.


Pic 1: Usnea (green moss on the ground) - Nature's penicillin. Can be grounded in placed into open wounds. Also good for pneumonia & urinary infections.
Pic 2: Cleavers (coz they cleave onto u) Bladder and Kidney problems.
Pic 3: Brooke Mint. Least tasty of mint family, but used to lower fevers and wash rashes.


Pic 1: Dutchman's Pipe/Arrow root - strong herb to kick start digestive juices
Pic 2: Redwood Sorrel - Astringent to cuts
Pic 3: Californian black berry - treats Diarrhea/dysentry


Pic 1: Cow Parse Nip - helps regenerate nerves in trauma
Pic 2: Mugwort - Sedative, psycho-altering drug that helps with fevers and insomnia. Chinese Medicine uses this alot as moxa. Known as 哎葉.
Pic 3: Wild rose - high in vit C, combats scurvy, blood tonic.


Pic 1: Periwinkle (This I know! Charly taught me to eat the nectar in the flowers!) The leaves are good for high blood pressure and varicose veins. Its a Vaso-dilator.
Pic 2: Miner's Lettuce (This I know too! Ate it with Charly & Tommy in Cttb) High in Vit C and helps with blood pressure.
Pic 3: Last but not least, Indian cucumber... this is not a herb. Its used in homeopathy thou... extremely lethal. A few drops of its sap can kill a person.

We also went through some others, such as redwood bark which is an astringent for skin sores, and Trillium leaves that helps in ovarian cysts and endometriosis. Pretty cool morning.

For the afternoon with Luang Por Prasert, some pointers he gave to good health are these: Diet, Bowel, Exercise, Air, Emotions.

For Diet: 1) Eat Slowly; 2) Know what your body needs; 3) Moderate Amount 4) Before Sleeping, drink a glass of warm water. After waking, drink a glass of warm water again.

For Bowels: 1) Don't do it before 6am; 2) Don't read while doing your business

For Exercise: Don't exercise after meals. Don't SLEEP after meals! Morning exercise when sun is rising is best. When waking up, rub hands together and give face and head a massage before getting up. This gives an energy boost.

For Air: In the day, trees give off Oxygen, good to rest under trees. At night, trees give off Carbon dioxide, not as good. Try to get as much fresh air as possible. If always in aircon, leave a bowl of water in the room to moisturize the air.

For Emotions: Watch your emotions, Do meditation, Practice deep breathing.

The best time for meditation... is when you are still breathing...

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Sadist and Pervert

Finally done with Mid-terms! Phew! A siiiigh of relief... guess my body's overwork over the past few weeks, feeling the fatigue. And today, I learned that its due to Spleen Qi deficiency! Lolz... sooner or later thats gonna be like my lingo. So be prepared!

Went with my clique to celebrate during lunch. From left to right: Me, Nicole, Vicki, Andrea, Jill, Jimmy and Amanda. See the glow in my aura? Lolz. Fortunately the sun light's covering the dark rings beneath my eyes.

Points class later was difficult. We had several points on the chest and my partner was female, so I had some difficulties trying to locate the points. Really embarressing... My teacher saw that and she came over and said, "Well you better get used to it coz if you're gonna be a doctor, you're definitely gonna be doing more of that." Sigh.. to be a doctor, you not only have to learn how to be a sadist by poking needles into people... you have to learn how to be a pervert too...

Oh and one more thing, to my bro Jeffrey, thank you... for your faith and concern for me... I'm so blessed to have known u! =)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Cookie Monsters

Spent the entire day at home studying for Fundamentals Exam and finished a whole roll of Chips Ahoy in the process. Soooo gonna grow fat. Kind of tired of the taste now and was discussing about cookies with my lil sis Julia... And we thought of Oreos next! Lolz... great minds think alike! Heez.. We're both cookie monsters!

Also chatted with Siyuan, one of my men during NS who trained together with me not only on military aspects, but I also brought him out of camp occasionally to train on swimming for competitions. Now he's a close fried of mine and he was saying that he mite come visit me in June too! Lolz... Hmmz... seems like i'll be pretty busy in June... But its all cool! The more the merrier! Heez

Monday, May 12, 2008

Buddha's Birthday

Arrived Cttb at 0100am. Fortunately the gates were not locked and Ben was still up so I managed to crash in his room. Woke up at 6 am for breakfast and the 3 steps 1 bow at 7. And then David shows up and we went for the bathing the buddha ceremony together. From the boys school, only Jacky and Alex were with me from the start. As the ceremony progressed, the rest started to trickle in one by one. You could see that they just woke up. They had a long day yesterday afterall. During lunch, i was assigned to watch the utensil and trash area by Mr. K. Funny thing is that its the same job that I used to do every year during Buddha's Birthday. I was glad to receive the duty though, as it meant that Mr. K takes me as one of the students now. Hung around till about 4pm before finally heading back home.

Pic 1: The Buddhas before the crowd came in.
Pic 2: Charlie and David bathing the buddha.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Cliquez

Was chatting to my bro Aaron today. Said he met Andre at a party and they were talking about how the clique seldom meet up anymore because they're missing one person... Oopz... =P... Hahaz. Its weird how sometimes you enter someone's life and leave your footprints there, and then when you leave, it changes everything. The circle is not complete... dun worry bro.. I'll be back soon... Reaaal soon...

Went to the Boy's school basketball and soccer game at Monta Vista High today. Got there during half time of the basketball and our team was a few points low, but soon after, we did a total turnover and won the game! Go Dragons!

Following that, the same team went to play soccer. Crazy. With only 2 weeks of training, I'd say they did an excellent job out in the field with a 5-4 in the first game and in the 2nd game, the other team forfeited and decided to have a friendly match instead, so all the coach joined in and on our side, Nakula and Mr. K played as well! It was full of fun and excitement and absolutely hilarious moments too esp when Joe tackled the ball from one of the female players of the other school and when we laugh, he replied without hesitation "I didn't touch her!" Hahaz... we weren't even laughing about that.

As for me, other than watching and cheering them on, managed to relieve Michael of his sprained back and at least got him walking again, and also relieved Jacky's cramp on the spot with my limited training from TCM school and my experience from all the years in swimming competitions. Soon after, everyone was saying "Doctor, get the doctor! Hey Jonathan, fix this, fix that!" Lolz... Always glad to be of service! This is the main reason why I chose to study TCM in the first place... I'll work harder! Unfortunately, Raymond had an injury that was beyond my knowledge, so I didn't want to experiment... lest I make it worst.

An extremely fun day overall! Packing up now, and heading up to CTTB tonight for Buddha's Birthday. Oh yah, one more thing... Happy Mother's Day Mom!


Pic 1: Helping to move the goal post.
Pic 2: Kenny & Andrew on the back of the pick up truck.


Pic 1: Dm Tsung's debrief
Pic 2: Nakula & Mr. K in their jerseys

Friday, May 09, 2008

Perfect score

Had a terribly boring day studying yesterday.. absolutely horrendous... but it paid off... I scored perfect score on my Physiology exam today! Woo Hoo! hahaz. And its Milly's birthday today. And we were suppose to go out but everyone was just worn out from studying so we all decided to all go back and crash. But still, happy birthday Milly! Just realize that I know alot of Tauruses! Lolz

Perused some of my Taiwan pics yesterday while taking a break from studying. Definitely want to go back again some time soon... Too bad my school only gives 2 weeks break per quarter... So kiam siap! (Stingy)... Cheyz...

And was looking at Alvin Lee's blog just a while ago. He always has really good photos there and this time it was on Little India and the Mrt... see already... feel so nostalgic... I MISS SINGAPORE! miss the places, miss the food... and most of all... I miss my friends there...

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Happy Brithday Jeffrey!

To my Bro Jeffrey, Happy Birthday! Glad that I did make it in time to make that phone call to wish you! Heez... thought i was late. Hope you had a really wonderful celebration. So sorry that I can't be there with ya, but I'll be thinking of u always from way over here in California! Always bro...=)

Well, had my meridians exam today. Played too much over the weekend with the boys school.. didn't study for it... did horrible for my theory portion, but scored full marks for the practical part from practicing on all of them! Lolz... So I guess it balances out... =P

Oooh! And I learned that my bro Sunny is the god brother of my lil sis Julia and my lil bro Andrew! Thats so cool! Heez... coz that makes us one big happy Family! =D

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Bowing Ceremony 3

Finally back from the cttb once again. This time, I had a really enjoyable time up there. For the bowing ceremony, the various tunes that we bow to made time go by really quickly. Thou my legs were aching much more this time, whenever we started bowing, it fades away naturally...

Day 1 (Fri), stayed to chat with my bro Jaycas online and finally made it up to cttb for the afternoon session. When I got there, Frank immediately said to me "you're late!" Lolz... it was hilarious... the way he said it. Hahz.

During the bowing, I was thinking about a question Denyse asked me several weeks ago, about what attracted me so much to keep going to the temple... I didn't have the answer then... but now I know... It is the people that kept me going back all these years.... the smiles that always greet me whenever I'm up there, the sincerity and generosity that I have been shown... up there, we're like a really big family...

At night, watched movies with the boys school - "cloverfield." It wasn't that good... and we didn't even finish it as Mr. K busted them for not watching the movie he assigned..

Day 2 (Sat), was sitting with Charlie during lunch when Sunny, my fellow singaporean bro, comes up to where I was sitting and shows me that really sad face saying "you pang seh me... (u abandoned me)" Lolz... it looked so cute! Lolz... At night, Charlie accompanied me to study and in return I followed him to the last ceremony of the day thou I was a little unwilling as I still had lots to study. But I guess something cool came out of that. While walking back, we saw an owl. It was my 1st time seeing a real owl and it flew over our heads several times.

Day 3 (Sun), after all the bowing sessions, went for study hall in the boys school and did a bit of my homework. Mr K. popped by and after helping Andrew with his maths, said aloud "Anyone else needs help, and I'm saying this sarcastically!" And he was referring to me.. lolz... thats Mr. K for you, with his British humor. Didn't get much done thou as Victor kept talking to me the whole while though I don't think I heard a word he said... =P... Sorriez bro.. And halfway, Navin suddenly started pinching my cheeks saying I'm so pinchable! And he's like 10 years younger than me man! And Sunny steps in to say "Hey!沒大沒小..." and then adds "you think you are me ah?" and pinches the other side! I thought he was on my side! Sobz... I kena bullied by kids...

Oh wellz, so this is my bro Sunny. If you had watched kids central several years ago, you might remember him. He used to be one of the young actors there. But now that he's in USA, I guess we share something in common, being Singaporeans who live in USA, leading 2 different lives. That is why everytime I come up, all we do is speak in Singlish and reminiscence about the good ole days in Singapore, and laugh about its idiosyncrasies. And every night, he walks me all the way back to my room before going back to his which is like just 2 mins away... lolz... So sweet...hahaz... but I really appreciate it. Thanks Bro! =)

Friday, May 02, 2008

Cramming...

Was in school today, studying from 0830 to 1830! 10 hours of studying in total man... crazie... No choice, gotta get everything done before heading up to the cttb this wk end to play! I mean er... pray! Hahz...

Not the longest I've done thou. Back in high school and Uni days, used to cram all the time. My record was 2 weeks in seclusion, not leaving my room at all, with all meals delivered to my doorsteps... and that got my F9 failing chinese grade to an A2 in O levels! Lolz... Gone are those days thou... I no longer have that kind of stamina.

Apart from all the mugging, there are always good things that happen! Got to chat with Samuel Teo and Weiliang!!! Argh... Miss u guys so much! Finally get to see you 2 online. Too bad i was in class then.. but still... even just a word of "hi" makes me sooo sooo happy! =D

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Settling Stuff

Got quite alot done today. Went to visit Mrs Chen, and she treated me this time to home made buns, pickled vegetables and porridge! Then went up to Berkeley to register for my class in DRBU. I'm finally gonna start on the 藥性賦 project! Exciting... the project that everyone's been talking about, but no one has seen... Did some studying at the monastery after, then came back home and packed my room! Always feels good to step into a neat room... the sense of satisfaction... Ahhh.... I know... the curtains look really kiddy... They were left behind by the previous tenant. I'm just happy to have something to cover! So stop laughing! Gheez... =P

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Changes of the city

Back from the bowing ceremony again. Everytime I'm up there, it feels different. Last week, it was mainly mental, dealing with the boredom of continuously bowing and fighting sleepiness. This week, its the test of the physical - sinuses, leg pains and back aches... Yet by the end of the 3rd day, I was feeling great! I wonder what next week will be like... Lolz

Apart from bowing, things were pretty Fun up there! And I'm always making more new friends! On Friday, after all the bowing, I went to the boys school to study with the students. We did more chatting than studying actually.

Saturday (Day 2), after dinner, the boys were playing frisbee in the courtyard and it got stuck in a tree, and everyone was like grabbing fallen branches to throw to get the frisbee back. It was the same exact scene 3 years ago just with different people now. I looked at Nakula and said "Some things never change..." and he responded by saying "Welcome to the City of Ten Thousand Buddhas... " Lolz!

At night, I got invited to watch movies with the boys school - just like the old days! Only difference is that now they've got a projector screen. Back then, the whole school used to crowd in front of a small TV... We watched "Lions for Lambs" and "August Rush". The 1st movie wasn't that good, but August Rush is pretty good! Good music too!

Sunday (Day 3), got to study with some of the students again. And half way during our study and chats, Mr. K, one of the teacher pops up and insists that we weren't studying at all and after that short reprimand, disappears again. Lolz... Mr. K is like the discipline master of the school, seems to pop up everywhere just to drop words of reprimand to make you feel guilty and then disappears again. What a character! Lolz... But then again, without people like him, school's gonna be so boring... and although I'm not a student of the school, whenever I see him, I feel guilty too... Lolz... How interesting.

Also got to know a new friend - Frank, who's dad, Simon, is an old disciple of the founder Master Hsuan Hua. He was telling me that the last time he was in Cttb was 15 years ago when he was just a little kid, and that things have changed alot... So I guess there are some changes... mostly structural though. The people are still pretty much the same I guess Lolz. When I told Simon what I was studying, he immediately mentioned the 藥性賦 commented by Master Hua!Its so weird coz I was just talking to DM Heng Chih and Heng Liang about it the day before and just got approved to start on it. Maybe its a sign that its about time...

Gave my bro Andrew his birthday present this morning after breakfast! He showed up slightly late for ceremony after. I thought that he had overslept. Found out later that he was busy unwrapping the present! Lolz... what a kid.. hahaz... So adorable worx Andrew! hahaz...

Pic: My brothers Andrew and Charly!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Happy Birthday

Going up to the mountains again... And before I forget, just wanted to wish in advance... Happy Birthday, to my beloved youngest sister Jolanda, and my dearest brother Andrew. I'll always love both of u! Its so cool that you're both just born 1 day apart! Heez...

Friday, April 25, 2008

Joy!

Check this out! See someone familiar there? Lolz... It just came out today and the Dean of my school gave me a copy of it!

Been a great day today. Got invited to another party! May 25th at Kristine's place. Heard that the Mardi Gras Carnival is gonna happen right at her door steps at that time! Bound to be CraZie!

And today, 2 different people say that I'm like a son to them! Lolz!

And the best news today is that I got hired by my Physiology Professor as his Teaching Assistant! WhooHoo! I finally got a job! And thinking about it, I'll be teaching graduate students! How cool is that! Thank you Buddha! Lolz... I'll definitely go bow more! Heez. Was juz talking with my friends about the impossibilities of me getting a job here being an international student and the very next minute, my wishes came true! WoooHooo!!! Hahz.. so happy!

Was wrapping a present for my lovely lil brother - Andrew! Who's birthday is coming up this monday! Had no wrapping paper so I created my own with several pieces of colored paper. Heeheez... Looks really funky... But I'm sure you're gonna love the present I got for u! (Well you'd better! Lolz)

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Invitations

Brought Mr and Mrs. Chen to lunch today. Mrs Chen is an elderly grandmother who is a really skilled chinese doctor and qigong master. And she's been so nice to offer to treat my back, so I brought both of them out today and they were so happy coz they don't get to go out often. And I felt so happy too to see them happy. Heez..

After that, received 2 invitations to parties! One in April organized by Jason, which i might have to miss as I'll still be going up to cttb. And another in May organized by Jill with the clique from school! Guess thats what they meant by you always get back what you give by two fold! =)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Multi-tasking

Lots of things have been going on in my life lately. I've been busy going to school on the weekdays, and on the weekends, I'm up for the bowing ceremony doing hundreds of prostrations a day. In between classes and bowing, I'm getting my regular healing sessions, plus I'm studying for all my tests now.

I'm also settling my car situation and rental car situation, also gotta think about new insurance policies. And I'm discussing with administrators of DRBU to take an independent study course with their university. Coming out with the syllabus and all, looking for advisers to support me. And everything is happening within the same week.

My friends says that I'm not human... Lolz! Doing so many things at once...

Also learned today that my bros Alan and Jaycas have confirmed their trip to come to SF to visit me! Yay!!! Love u guys! hahaz...I'm definitely looking forward to that day! And I'll try to be as good a host as I can. I should have most of my myriad things settled by then. Well, hopefully.. hahaz.

On the top left is a picture of the moon I took with my cell phone while up in cttb during the bowing ceremony. Cool huhz... Totally forgot about it, but when I saw it again, it kind of gave me a really mysterious feel to it... feels really... magical...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Bowing

When for the 10,000 buddhas ceremony over the weekend, did over a thousand bows... legs aching all over, yet its always an experience to go there. Every hour feels different. Sometimes u feel like you can go on bowing forever... other times, you feel like you're just gonna die there and then. Surprisingly, it was full house in the buddha hall for every session!
On top of all the bowing, its just always so nice to meet up with old friends: Andrew, Sunny, Jackie, Bill, David, Victor, Jim, Steven, Xavier, Charly, Tommy, Andy, R2...

And even got to make new onez!: Steve-Bill, Jerry, Minh, Robert, Navin, Mao Yu, Kenny, Chris, Joe...

And I guess also to meet people whom you don't know but who knows you! Lolz... was walking pass the girls side when i heard someone said "Oh my god, Jonathan?" And I turned to wave and realize I don't know who it is... Lolz...

Friday, April 18, 2008

JOlanda

Got to chat with my youngest sister over the phone today. Its always good to hear from home. Things are not getting easy with all the work and school... but I know you are strong enough to make it through! Stay strong sister! And most importantly, stay happy always =)

Going up to CTTB

Was thinking of my bro Nathaniel today and guess what, 5 minutes later, he appears online! Haven't seen him online for months! Guess I'm getting better at this premonition thingy! Lolz.

Long day at school today, and its gonna be a long night. Gotta finish studying everything for next week's tests before i set off for CTTB tml! Gonna participate in the ten thousand buddha repentance for the weekend. Will be back on monday. And with the help of Sandy... check out what i'm bringing up for the kids!


I noe.. i'm spoiling them... but afterall, they're just kids! How i wish I had someone doing that for me when I was a kid... Lolz

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Aaron

Got to chat with my bro Aaron this morning. Hope what I said did help you. And I just wanted to add that don't be eager to grow up too fast. Enjoy your youth while you have it and always stay young in your heart! It was through you, that I learnt how to be young again. And I enjoy staying young! Thou I have some white hair appearing le... sobz.. hahz..

One more thing, don't ever think that you're useless. Coz you were the 1st person to reach out to me when I first went back to Singapore and had no one to hang out with. You filled my emptiness with friendship and laughter, and filled my life with wonderful memories - all the sleep overs, kitago, bintan, new years eve, the late night roti pratas and indian rojaks! lolz... so yah... thank you for always being there for me. Its not money that counts, but what you choose to do with your hands, and your heart... =)

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Energy

Had a really cool intuitive moment in class today. I thought of my cell phone ringing halfway during lecture and so took out my phone to switch it to silent and just that very second, it really rang. So crazy. Fortunately i had the premonition a second earlier, else my teacher will be hella mad.

It was my aunt, and following her came another call from another aunt. Guess they all finally found out about my accident and were all calling in. The whole day, my entire head was busy dealing with their thoughts, resulting in a terrible migraine and backache. Talk about having people in your space. But i guess, they were just worried.

Heard from my mom too that my youngest sis is having a really tough time in Singapore. I do hope things get better for you... my younger sis in the US also got into some trouble...

Tough news to the ears... terrible day with all the pain, but i guess, some good came out of the day too. Brought my laptop to school for the first time and my bro Jeffrey just so happened to be out of camp! (Which is quite often huhz... lolz) Hahaz... so i got to chat with him and got a hit from Milly when she found out that i was chatting instead of taking notes. She had thought that I was so hardworking! Lolz...

And today, someone also gave me a compliment. Its the first time i heard someone say he loves my accent..Lolz... the mix of british, american and a tinge of singlish.. I always thought it was horrible! hahaz

And one of my classmates asked me during class about why am I always smiling. And I replied "Even thou my body is always in pain... my heart is always full of joy... and that is what matters most...isn't it?" =)

Monday, April 14, 2008

Radio station

Woke up at 6am today and went with Sandy to follow Rev Heng Sure to the radio station. He was there for a radio interview with KGO that was broadcasted live, telling stories and answering questions people have over the air. There you have it, Buddhism 101 in mainstream radio! Its always so wonderful to listen to all the stories from his experiences with Master Hsuan Hua.

Went with him to another branch monastery for a short meeting before going back to Berkeley monastery for lunch. Finally got back home around 4pm. By then, my body was so tired that I just collapsed on my bed, and yet my room's door was open and my mind wanted to close the door, yet my body was too tired to move. It was an interesting body-mind moment. The mind wants to do something, yet the body wants to do something else. And just that moment, the wind closed the door for me. Thank you wind! Lolz.

I fell asleep with the warm and bright sun shining over the valley and an hour later, i woke up to see my entire neighborhood engulfed in the pacific fog and a cold icy wind blowing instead of the friendly warm wind an hour ago. It was as if I had woken up into a different world.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Memory

Haven't been sleeping much lately, staying up late to chat with my lovely bros from Singapore. Although it is tiring, yet it gives me so much joy to be able to stay in contact with everyone and share stories about our lives that sometimes, i neglect my physical body.

Because of that, I was really tired on Saturday, yet it was a full day. My good friend David Williams showed up at the monastery just to tell Sandy and me that he's going on a 2 week native american survival retreat! There's bound to be some pretty cool stories from that.

During lunch, I sat with David and was facing the women's table. And while eating in silence, I had this thought: "How fortunate I am, to be part of this wonderful group of people who came together out of goodness and generosity." I ate my lunch smiling to myself all throughout.

After lunch, managed to do some studying, memorized all the 5 elements and its various characteristics pertaining to the human body. And surprisingly, lecture at night was about sutras, and memorizing sutras and about how we have become so dependent on technology that we seldom use our memory anymore. Remember how you used to memorize all the phone numbers of your parents and best friends? Now its just all in the phone book. Interesting isn't it? Now talking about memorizing sutras, I guess i've been slacking off alot on my part... 精進!精進!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Loved...

Got to chat with my bro Jeffrey today and learned that he's really happy in his life now and that makes me very happy too! Also learn from my bros Alan and Jaycas that they might be coming to states to visit me! Cool! hahz...

And just wanted to thank everyone for all your concern and care over these past few days after the accident. To my bros, my sisters, my "son", my friends, to the nightingale that sings me to sleep everynight, and most importantly, to my parents... thank you for all your care and concern.

GUess something good did come out from the accident after all... i feel so loved... lolz! =P

Friday, April 11, 2008

Saw a post from my adorable son's blog saying: "hm. i've got a daddy and his name is jonathan choo! and i love my daddy! (:"

Lolz...thanks son! i love u too! =)

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

April's Fool...

Life has been pretty crazy for me since April 1st...April Fool's Day... It was my first day of school and on my way there, I got into a pretty bad car accident... so bad that the car had to be towed away. What's even more crazy is that I just signed to cancel the insurance the night before and then the accident happens. There is no way that this can be a coincidence... it is just all too well planned out... The fool's journey is just beginning...

Been suffering from the whiplash of the accident since then, getting all kinds of healing from acupuncture ,to tuina ,to chiropractor, to qigong masters, and just resting alot at home... Although it is sad to see my car go... I guess I must still thank my lucky stars that I am still alive with no major injuries after crashing another car twice at 65 mph (105km/hr).

Got a rental car and the very 1st day that I was driving it, I got a parking ticket... Some of my friends say I must have some real bad karma going on there... yet I didn't see it that way. Its weird but something in me told me that it was karmic debts that had to be paid. It was due...

The weekend became better as I went to study with a chinese physician in Petaluma who allowed me to have my 1st hands on practice on a patient. The patient's feedback was that I was good with my hands and that gave me validation on my choice to be a healer...

The light at the end of the tunnel finally came on Sunday April 6th... On this day, I got to meet a sage... A person with wisdom that I will say is beyond this world. Luang Por Jumnian, a highly venerated thai monk was visiting the area and giving a talk. And because I was injured and had no car to run about, I decided to go to the monastery to sit in. There was over a hundred people squeezed into the tiny lecture hall of BBM. Luang Por lectured from 9am to 5pm, pausing only for an hour at noon for lunch before continuing his dharma talks. Despite over 8 hours of lecturing, and carrying over 120 lbs (60kg) worth of things worn around his robe, at age 71, it was amazing that he was still full of energy at the end of the day and always wearing that big smile of his.

By 5:30pm, the crowd had cleared out and Luang Por was sitting in the dharma seat with just 2 or 3 lay people left when I went up to him to ask some questions. And there, kneeling on the floor before him, with the help of a translator, he answer so many doubts that I have always had in my mind and found no one to answer. It was more than 2 hours later when he finally said it was time that he should be leaving as the driver had been waiting all the while and it was a long journey back. Although he gave me a ritualistic blessing during the day, I felt that this was the true blessing of the day. The 2 hour private session, and the wisdom light that he illuminated my mind with...

It almost felt like this session was specially to answer my doubts... as of the hundreds of people that came today, the only 2 people who were from BBM was Sandy and myself. And yet, despite holding his talks at their place up north in Spirit Rock Center all the while, he specially came down on this day and choose to speak in BBM.

And it seems like I had to have that accident in order to make me slow down and stop for this opportunity... to clear that load of karma for the various cause and conditions to come together and result in this meeting. And as for my car... the money issue is yet to be solved... heart ache... yet somehow, i think everything will work out fine in the end... Strange indeed, strange indeed... the ways of the unknown... yet my heart is set at ease... the fool's journey has begun....

Monday, March 31, 2008

Back to BBM for 2nd day of Spring Conference today and we had a feast! Salads, sandwiches, kebabs, guacamole, sushi... who says being vegetarian is suffering? It was a fiesta. See how I'm enjoying my Kebabs? Lolz... (No choice, sneak shot by Amanda. Had to smile even thou my mouth was full of food.. Lolz)

There was so much left overs after so Sandy, Tina, Laura, Isabelle and I started a sandwich making assembly line and packed sandwiches for everyone to take home. After the whole program, just hung out at the monastery till almost 9pm before heading back home.

Coming back home after being gone for an entire week sure feels weird... no more ceremonies to attend, no more buddha halls to go to, no more kids to play with or back mountains to run to... just me and my laptop... everything comes back to normal...



Pic 1 - The lunch spread
Pic 2 - The sandwich assembly line


Pic 1 - the entire congregation for Day 2
Pic 2 - the young ones of BBM!


Pic 1 - Acting cute. Lolz... i look like some anime character man...
Pic 2 - Chilling with David Williams. Together with Sandy, we form the Trio: Sandy the Oracle, Williams the Great & I am just Jonathan... THE Jonathan... Lolz...