To be or not to be

Finished helping Grover translate some obscure chinese article about Mencius, then returned my car to my sister and came back to Andrew's place. Then I chatted with Andrew on Skype! Even thou we were in the same room... Lolz... And then we watched "Another CInderalla Story". And I also got to chat with Charly! so sorry that the internet disconnected... but i realli realli realli do miss u lots too! And Tommy and Andy. And uncle Michael also talked to me about reconsidering my options and to reconsider moving to the states again... The USA is really wonderful to me... the activities, the families that made me a part of them, the wholesome friends, and all the wonderful kids in cttb who never forgot me. But there is also the whole wide world out there to see and experience... I'm torn between worlds...

Got to talked to my fellow officer Brian as well. He's spent years in Japan, and I've spent years in USA. Between those countries and Sg, its so hard to choose. He's tied to a job with the government, while I'm roaming the world looking for a job that speaks to me. Of my life he said "freedom is so cool" and to that I responded "freedom does not feed u" Lolz... Oh wellz... To be or not to be... that is the question. =)