Bone Setting...

Brought Sandy to meet Dr. Jinyin today as she was afraid she might not be able to drive after... and I guess it was true.. lolz... ok... i'm being sadistic here... but really... you don't know what is pain till you've been through her... its basically like the Cruciatous curse! Lolz... Sandy wriggled and screamed till tears were flowing out... After she was done, Dr. Jinyin told me to get on the patient's table to check my back... i was like what!? But... but... but... too late. So my spine was not straight enough, she had pushed it a little bit too much to the right last time and so this time, she used her legs instead and kicked it back...ouch... seriously... after these, you never wan to injure yourself again... life is suffering....*snifflez*

そして、新し映画を見た。さかごろはたくさん映画とアーニメが見ている。ダークニテトとか、ワーリとか、ナルトしっぷでんとか。今日はおれがサイアムのこいを見た。その映画にあいの物語は正常じゃないですが、意味ちょう深い。映画を見たあとで、自分の生命がたくさん質問がある。。。この生命はおれが何をしりたい？何が探している？大悟か？菩提か？力か？恋か？恋日他か？家族か？お金か？何を探せできる？おれはまだたくさんいろいろな物が知らない。今はできるのは、ただ生きてみせるだけ。一歩一歩動いて、そのばいで生きる。。。生は複雑かな。。。