Sleepless in Singapore

Just lost lots of blood from the tooth extraction, so by right, i should be really tired and sleeping... but my monkey mind is running like crazy, thinking about meaningless stuff, keeping me awake and giving me another sleepless night...
Here's a rough preview of the nonsense thats running along.. Thinking about...

- Ppl u wan to be with, but don't wan to be with u...

- Ppl u wan to be with and who wan to be with u, but just don't have the time or are not in the same place...

- Ppl who wan to be with u, but u just dun have the energy to keep up with them...

- Ppl who wan to be with u, but u dun wan to be with, at the same time, ppl u wan to be with dun wan to be with u... How ironic isn't it...

- Ppl u wan to be with and who give the impression they wan to b with u, when actually they don't... how misleading...

- Ppl who are just out there to suck your life away...

- And of course, the ppl who just happen to pass by, but gives your life so much more meaning to continue living for what you believe...

Ah... the complex intricacies of human relations... in the end, all arising from the monkey mind... Why must this mind differentiate so much? How stupid... Yet i'm trapped in this ironic life myself... So which category do you fall into? Lolz

Sometimes its just so much easier to run away into the mountains and live a peaceful, carefree life... I miss CTTB!!!! Lolz...

And just when i was writing all these complicacies (no such word.. i know)... Here's my friend Gerald Tay creating a post in his blog dedicate to me... Orrhhh... so sweet... hahz... Thanks Gerald! ->