Sunday, March 30, 2008

City of Ten Thousand Buddhas


Finally back to civilization after spending 1 entire week in the City of Ten Thousand Buddhas up in Ukiah. So here's the daily schedule that I followed:
0400 - 0500: Morning Ceremony
0700 - 0930: Universal Door Chapter (普門品)
1030 - 1100: Lunch Ceremony
1300 - 1700: Universal Door Chapter
1830 - 1930: Evening ceremony
1930 - 2030: Lecture
2030 - 2130: Great Transference

23 Mar 08 (Day 1)


Had lunch with Andrew, Nakula, Michael, Ken & another friend under a tree. Pretty cool way to start off. Back to nature. Following that, finally got to meet Eric at Jun Kang restaurant. A vegetarian restaurant that is run solely by volunteers. So helped served food there for a while before running off to bring a bunch a kids to play tennis and soccer. Hyun, Eric, Charly, Jackie, Tommy. High powered elementary sch kids!

Charly and Tommy are 2 kids that I met in Belgium 4 years back when they were both 8 and 3 years old. Back then, they only spoke French, Luxembourgish & surprisingly, Chao Zou Hua (Teochew), so I used the latter to communicate with them. Now they're 12 and 7 and speaks fluent English too! Time flies. And they remembered me coz of my tail. After the games, they brought me to their place and showed me all their self made toys. Reminds me of my kampung days. Lolz... Charly also taught me how to eat a certain flower that grows wild in the back forest. So cool! So there's the picture of him passing me a bunch of flowers that he picked. During lecture at night, helped Charly with his math and he said "I wish u were my brother" and I told him "U're like a brother to me" and he gave me this really wide smile... so nice...

24 Mar 08 (Day 2)

Whole body was aching all over from yesterday's sports. I'm getting old, and had to drag myself out for morning ceremony... Went to help Charly move rooms after 普門品. During circumbulating Buddha hall, saw Victor having a long face on, so i smiled and he had no choice but smiled back saying later that he doesn't know why but whenever I smile he just can't resist but return it back. Thats the beauty of a smile isn't it, it gets return back and its free! =)

25 Mar 08 (Day 3)


Went to trek the back mountain with Charly, Tommy, Andy & Duong today. Infantry training all over. Crossing rivers, climbing slopes, running through poison oaks. Pretty fun. Got to see wild turkeys too, and sneaked up really close to the donkey.


Went back to the house after our adventures to watch "Star Wars IV" and the we had a great dinner! Got to eat the miner's lettuce that Aunt Vivi picked from the back mountain, and some other wild shrubs too. Before dinner, Tommy also signaled for me to come closer saying he has a secret to tell me. And when I got close he just gave me this big hug. And i asked "is that the secret?" And he said "oh... and the secret is... I love u jonathan..." so sweet.. hahz. During great transference, Tommy, Charly & Andy were with me, and they were like laughing all the way, and happiness is infectious - made many others including the nuns smile. I think ceremonies sometimes should be like that... cheerful!

26 Mar 08 (Day 4)

Brought the kids to the health club for a swim today. Some of the older people there were annoyed at the noise they were making, but most of them came up to me to say that its such a great thing that I'm doing by bringing them to the pool and that I should bring them more often. Brings life to the place. During lunch, Charly spotted a strand of white hair on me, and I said "yah... I'm growing old..." and he said "Nooo!...don't grow old!" Then both brothers said that if I leave this world, they want to go to the pureland together with me too (the buddhist heaven). Some strong affinities there. Went back to the health club after to play basketball, squash & more swimming. During dinner, Tommy was trying to cut a peach and hurt his finger in the process. Found out later that he was cutting it for me.. So sweet...

27 Mar 08 (Day 5)


Charly went for some excursion today and so I thought I was gonna have the day free, but ends up, got asked by Victor to accompany him. Lolz... so helped him at Jun Kang restaurant and then went to his place to watch movies with his sister Jessica.

28 Mar 08 (Day 6)

Ceremonies as usual, then went to the women's quarters to help Charly & Andy's moms move some beds and clean up the place as there was gonna be some guest coming. Following that, got dragged by the kids to go play Wizardology with them. A board game. Dinner time, the moms had to go out for a while so i baby sitted the kids - Charly, Tommy, Andy & Michael. Was totally drained by evening ceremony. But sat through lecture which was about dreams and the shurangama. Charly had to go back as his mom was tired, but surprisingly, during Great Transference, he shows up at the Buddha hall just to accompany me and later walks me back to my room before cycling back in the darkness to the back woods where he lives. Really touched by that...

29 Mar 08 (Day 7)


Last day in Cttb, Charly basically followed me the whole day, so I brought him to the store and bought him a gift and showed him some old photos of Master Hsuan Hua. He also did a painting for me, but it was still wet, so I told him I'll take it the next time i come up. We also requested for 5 colored strings from the nuns who'll pass it to him until i go up again. Finally left around 6 something after saying all the goodbyes and Charly said he'll be crying till I go up agian. Lolz... Finally arrived at Berkeley monastery at 8 something where the Spring conference was going on and finally got to meet "sister" & "brother" - Julia & Andrew! Lolz... and since the last time i saw Andrew last week, he's grown taller again. Its so scary... he just keeps growing... spent the night at their place and Andrew cooks some of the best instant noodles! Lolz... Finally went to bed past midnight.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Leap cycles...


Found out that my friend wan'er and her mom Aunt Josephine were arriving yesterday instead... so I drove up to meet them at my aunt's place, and just chill out with cousin Ben. Picked her brother up later at night too. Feels weird meeting again after 12 years... So i guess while Singapore is showing the film Leap Years, I'm experiencing a Leap zodiac cycle. Lolz. Yet it was interesting to see how no one changed at all.. everyone still looked pretty much the same as 12 years ago.

Brought them about today sightseeing and shopping. And My cousins are going to bring them out to some bar in SF tonight and they invited me to join along... I dunno... I don't drink, don't smoke, don't party... I'm a pretty boring person... so i think i'll just run away and proceed with my plan A... going up to the hills in Ukiah...

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Memory Lane

So the opening ceremony was boring... but I really enjoyed the time spent with my cousins on the road. Been a while since we really hung out together like this, just us boys alone... Heard this song over the radio from American Tales, "Somewhere out there" and that brought back so many memories to us... watching all the 80's cartoons like captain planet, gummy bears, smurf, ninja turtles, american tales, land before time, transformers, x-men... And about how we used to climb into the drains to catch fish and get scolding by our parents afterwards, and how we got all our toys from the only toy store in town which was toy'r'us at forum in orchard road, the toys we wanted most but never got... and the painful moment when we had to let go of those toys... and about all our other childhood dreams... Really nostalgic...

After that Ben went back to San Ramon and we continued to hang out at my sis's place. Just Marcus, Andrei and I and we chatted about everything all the way till past midnight. It was more than 12 hours of hanging out together... reminiscing about our past 20 years growing up together which has passed in the blink of an eye...

Also learn that wan'er is coming down to town... and they're gonna hang out together... the girl that I had a crush on through elementary and high school Lolz... so they asked me if i wanted to come along... its been really long since I last talked to her... and it would be nice to get to know her again... but I've already had plans to go up to Cttb to meet my current friends... I think its cool to walk down memory lane like this once in a while... but there is no point in dwelling in the past... what's past is past... so i chose to move forward and face the great path lying in front of me. Taking only an occasional glance at the past that I've left behind...

Back in the days.... and now... the changes of time...

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Grandma

Just spoke to my grandmother over the phone. She just had a knee replacement surgery and the doctors now tell her after taking away her original knee that she has to replace the artificial knee every 3 months. And bcoz of the surgery, they prescribe her with antibiotics, painkillers, and a whole ton of other medications. Basically loading her body with harmful chemicals. So every 3 months, they cut open the leg again and then give her even more chemicals and earning tons of money in return.

And its not even about the money... but more on how can anyone already in their 60s still withstand that much amount of pain put to the body and that much artificial chemicals constantly absorbed... It just destroys the system... That is the reason why i never liked Allopathic Medicine... They were useless to me when I was paralyzed waist down anyway... That is why I chose to study Traditional Medicine...

Hung up the phone at about 1am. Slept for a while, and then was almost late to go pick up my cousin Andrei from SF airport. Reached there a little late but he just got out coz someone stole his luggage and he had to get it back. So he just returned from a trip to China and was relating all his horror stories. It was so funny hahz. Getting cheated, food poisoning, roofs exploding, riots... Lolz, what a trip!

We're gonna check out this hotel's opening ceremony later this evening at half moon bay and my aunt wants me to check out the area for a flower store for my mom, but she told my cousin that it was I who wanted to open a flower shop and he had to double check that with me! Hhahaz... it was hilarious... he was saying like "wth? jonathan opening a flower shop?" hahaz

Car


Went to get my car serviced today for the 1st time in 5 years... and it was hella expensive! Almost $2000! And they have to keep it for a day. But they gave me a free rental car in exchange and guess what i got - the new E350 Mercedes! Lolz.. check out my ride...

Decided to try searching for my books which my cousin said were impossible to find. So i dived into the labyrinth of boxes in my aunt's storage room and within 5 minutes, I located all my books. How did I find them so fast? Instincts man... always trust your first instincts. I thought I had only 1 box... turns out I have 7 boxes worth of books. Can't believe I read all these books during college. So there you go, 7 boxes with books that probably amount to a thousand dollars worth... and containing my notes scribbled all over... priceless... (at least to me)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Readings...

Visit Hua today, a very skilled chinese physician, and was turned down again. 2nd time... She's really an interesting character. If its not any serious problems, she refuses to treat u and refuses to take any money for the advice she gives to cure the problem. And when she tells me what herbs i should take and I try to buy them from her, shes says "oh... the ones in my store are all old, i'm not selling, i'll eat them myself... you go somewhere else to buy" lolz... I can never figure her out... such a character, yet such a great healer.

Had 2nd lunch after that then returned to my sister's place where i exchanged some tarot readings with Sandy since she said that she has not been read for a long time. Its been years since i read anyone so no I'm not reading any other people... i gave her the reading only in exchange for mine.

So my reading mainly was that i should try to be more compassionate to my school administrators despite the class issue and that i was still living in 2 worlds... singapore and usa. Body and emotions in singapore, mind and spirit in usa... deep huhz... hahz. I love both places too much to want to live in one or the other... 1 body is just not enough! And that explains alot about what i'm going through... gotta come back into the present time... Carpe diem!

Received a call from Eric too! chatted for quite a while over the phone. Love this little kid... always so cute! lolz... So we arranged to meet in Ukiah on either Friday or Saturday. Also, gonna finally meet Jin Ping! Lolz... have known her for like 5 years but never met her. This weekend should be fun!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Vegfest

Was at San Jose yesterday when someone just came up to me and said that he had read my blog! I was surprised... and up in Ukiah today, Lucy told me she read my blog too! Hahz... hope i didn't bore u all with all my incessant complains.. =P

Was up at Ukiah for the VegFest today, was surprised to see Wanyi there! Didn't know that she had been studying for 2 years in the City of Ten Thousand Buddhas. And bcoz i was away from the city for about 2 years while i was serving NS, all these old friends came up to chat and Wanyi was saying like "Wah... so popular sia..." so she started calling me "Mr. Popular" and soon all the girl's school started calling me that and I knew if I hung out there any longer I mite get in trouble. Girls sch students and boy's sch students are not allowed to interact and I sort of belong to the boy's school...

So ran to hide in the kitchen and all these wonderful mums kept feeding me with burgers, desserts, rice, noodles... hahaz... They're just all so kind. And Mrs Bostick was wrapping burgers and I think she mistook me as Andrew when she said "Guojuan's son can come help me wrap the burgers." Took me a while to realize she was referring to me since Andrew wasn't there... hahaz. So Julia and Andrew... i guess you just got a new brother here...Lolz. Oh wells, you guys have always been like family to me anyways...

Another person came up to me and kept asking about Jennifer and I was wondering who's Jennifer... then later i heard that Jennifer was an alumni from the girls school and she thought that i was Jennifer's boyfriend... Lolz... But i also heard that Jennifer is very beautiful.. I have no idea who she is thou...

Looks like I'm being mistaken as everyone else but myself! So who am I? Lolz... But anyway, had an extremely wonderful day meeting familiar faces, listening to Rev. Heng Sure on the guitar, and eating delicious vegetarian food. Good food, Good music, Good Friends... Great day...

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Sch sys sux

I think my sch system sux... after meeting with the dean of student affairs, the dean of academics, the president of the student council... conclusion is that I still have to waste money on the extra 3 units. But the bargain now is that I'll get to do what i want and in another college. If its not for the good friends in this school that I've made... I think i'd have applied for a transfer...

Went to Gold Sage monastery at 8am this morning for ceremony. They were transmitting the 8 precepts, but i didn't receive it all... don't think i can with this rebellious nature of mine. Stayed on for a pretty interesting lecture till 3pm. 7 hours in the monastery.

Went to repair my macbook after and it took me 1/2 an hour just to get a parking space at the mall. Frustrating... Americans have nothing better to do on saturdays... why don't they all just stay at HOME!

Went to my sister's place to visit her, and she goes to the library to study instead... Had i known, then i wouldn't have bothered... no difference visiting or not. She does that all the time...

Okiez... i'm just having a bad day thinking about the lousy sch sys. Well... hope tml will be a better day. Going to go up to Ukiah with Rev. Heng Sure to attend the VegFest! A Festival to celebrate Vegetarianism with lots of yummy vegetarian food! Lolz... Should be fun.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Finals exams finally over!!! 1st quarter accomplished! And I got 98/100 for my Anatomy finals!! Woohoo! Guess the late nite studying and cookies paid off... hahz. This one is for u Dr. Su! One of the best teachers I've ever met! He's already in his 70's and still the most energetic in class!

So I went out with Nicole, Milly, Max & Kristine after to celebrate! We hung out at this pub for like 5 hours... talking about everything from school to horoscope, to dreams, to ghosts, to psychic abilities... far out stuff! lolz and we came out with this crazy idea that in September 09, we'll travel to Tibet together! We'll see how that goes! lolz. So glad to be free finally... 2 weeks break and then the cycle starts again...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Guess i've been having lots of military contacts coming back these few days... Receive an email from my clique during the Advance Officer's course and we got this mail list chat going on now. So of the original 8, 2 of us are in America, 2 in Australia, and 4 remaining in Singapore. We're all over.. hahz

ALso got to know a new friend, a fellow officer who's name is... peaceful bamboo! lolz.. bet u regret letting me know your chinese name now..hahz oh well. But at least its better than mine.. i'm the virtuous red carpet...Lolz
And not to forget Isaac, officer in the making.. Jiayou! join the family! hahz.. and Brent, my bro. Thanks guys for accompanying me online... it can get very boring studying here... And Weyman, I wan to know Cherlyn! Intro!!! Lolz..

Looks like my new year's wish is coming true thou... getting to know all these new friends... and having a great clique at school too! Jill, Nicole, Michelle, Lawerence, Amanda... so looking forward to our outing on friday after finals!

Alrite... apart fr all the good news, my school is making me pay extra US$600 for nothing! Just bcoz i passed out of their chinese class and they need to fill up the gap with something... stupid! I'm so not gonna accept that lame reason... I'm soooo gonna see the Dean of the Sch tml... Fight Fight Fight all the way!!! To Lead! to Excel! To Overcome!!!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

12th Mono


Got to talk to some of my men whom i trained when i was still Coy 2IC of 3SIR... They just came back from an overseas training a few hours ago and were relating to me how tough it was.. One of them also got bitten by a snake and COA went to visit him! Wah liaoz... i hospitalized so many times also not a single person visit me sia.. Unfair!!!

But yes... i sure remember my trainee days... Wouldn't want to go back to those days... but I sure do miss u all! 3 SIR Bravo 12th Mono intake... u guys are the best soldiers I've ever had! 11th Mono too! DUn get me wrong! hahz..

I guess I can count myself lucky to have taken 2 great direct enlistment companies in my short term there. Although I lost 3 months of lull period in that... I'm still happy to have met u all! All 200 of u... To see your transformation and metamorphosis... was extraordinary for me... Thank you for the opportunity to train with you guys, and thank you for all the memories that we've shared.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Start of exams

Finals begin today and every student is at every corner studiously flippling through books and regurgitating to each other what they have memorized and here I am sitting before the computer at school blogging...

Not that I am confident, but more that i have reached saturation... Not sure of what thou coz i have certainly not put at much effort as I would have liked to in this round of tests.

Just had my Biology exam. Didn't do as well... but I'm sure i passed. Medical history exam in 2 hours. We'll see how that one goes! =)

And my housemate's gf finally stopped singing coz she developed a cough and probably sore throat from too much singing... karma man... peace at last!... Lolz.. i'm so evill...

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Sleepless in San Francisco... dun understand why, but after being kept up yesterday by my housemate's singing, it broke my regular sleep cycle and I am unable to go to sleep last night... Suffering from insomnia now...

The mind is such a weird thing... doesn't seem to belong to me... the more i wan it to sleep, the more it doesn't sleep... The more I dun care about sleep and think about other things, the more of other things pop up... Its a lose-lose situation... Sobz... I wan my sleep.....

And today, my housemate and his gf sang again. The voice of the banshee fills the house. Fortunately i caught some sleep in the day. I have no choice but to sleep in the day and wake up at night... I'm turning into a vampire...

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Model

So this ugly boy finally got his photo from the photo shoot to be used for the school catalogue... so i guess my ugly face is now gonna be spread around the world! Lolz...

Finals week next week. So fast, a quarter has gone by. Time is just flying by so quickly, it's kind of scary and makes u wonder if you have made good use of the time given to you. But i guess, I've learnt alot over these few months, and made many new friends... I'm happy.

Received an sms from my bro Jeffrey too. Always so happy to see your name appear in my phone. Thanks bro! I miss Singapore... miss u too! =)

And my housemate just bought a karaoke sys... and its almost midnite and he's still singing wf his gf! Wah liaoz!!!!! damn irritating sia!!!!I wan my beauty sleep........

So no choice, gotta wait till they shut up... and meanwhile, got to chat with my "son" Keith! lolz... and we were like coming out with all these conspiracies on how to stop their singing... hahaz... evil runs in the family! Lolz... miss u too son! Lolz...

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Was walking to the grocery store today when I overheard this group of high school girls calling me ugly. Sobz... they were so mean...

I was so sad so i walked into the grocery store and bought the biggest box of cookies to drown my sorrows in...

Since I'm already so ugly, i guess there can't be any more damage done...

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Frugal Living

Economy's bad, and I can't really get a job in the US being an international student... so i guess i just gotta live frugally. Been cooking all my meals lately and yesterday, i sold my face for $25... was model for sch's view bk and gt a $25 gift certificate for the nearby cafe. Today, washed the toilets of my house so that I could avoid paying for a house cleaner that my housemates were gonna hire. I was like... how difficult can washing the toilets be... especially after washing toilets for 2 years in NS...

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Life Stories

Guess my Saturday turned out to be very interesting. Woke up with an extremely swollen left scapula region... and after cooking lunch, went to look for my school mates Dimitri and Jessica. And after a few needles and cuppings, the swelling disappeared! The wonders of chinese medicine... the importance of friends...

Drop by BBM after where i was fed with a sumptuous meal as always. And Charity Focus was having their gathering there too! This is a phenomenal group of young people that started a non profit organization and now doing wonders around the world. Kudos especially to Nepun!

They screened an independent movie documentary - Joe's story. About the producer's friend Paul and how their family's love got their father who suffered from traumatic brain injury back on the road to recovery. It was really touching... and Silas, the director was there to talk about it himself. And everyone just shared these amazing stories of giving, compassion, humilty and healing...

At the end of it, Silus needed a ride to SF and i offered at first but he said it was ok. So I was going to leave, but something in me told me to wait a little more... and it turns out that the people who were driving him were gonna drop him at the train station. So he did need the ride afterall... I'm glad i trusted my instincts at that moment as it got me a new friend - Silas, 26, independant film producer, sending the message of hope to the world...

Being around all these great people really inspires you... and makes u think what u want to be in the future... and it gives you the message that every single little thing that you do, can be the hope in someone's life.

To find out more about his productions, check out his website:
Smooth Feather Productions

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Leap Day

Its the Leap Day today. An extra day that comes only once in 4 years. And one of my classmate said that you should do something extra on an extra day! She shouldnt have said that... now i want to do something... but i have nothing to do...

So my day just passed by like any other day... cook lunch, go school, cook dinner.. sleep... sadz... Tried to watch tv, but i didn't know how to turn it on as i had not watched tv for the past 4 years... ended up having to ask my housemate how to turn on the tv and he looked at me as if i was an alien...i felt like an idiot...

Got asked to be model for the school's catalog though. Photo shoot is on monday if i'm willing... dunno.. dun wan to scar their catalog..Sigh... i wan to do something special on this leap day too.. but I've got no one to do it with... its tough being alone sometimes... i miss my friends....

Tuesday, February 26, 2008



Check out my new ear rings! Lolz...
9 acupuncture needles into the ears and 1 into the head... cool huhz! lolz... i noe... i'm a masochist.. hahaz

Monday, February 25, 2008

Friends

Had wanted to go to Ukiah to look for Eric today, but the storm was so bad that it was safer to stay home. Turned out to be a good thing afterall. Got to chat through skype with Nathaniel using my webcam. The wonders of technology...

And got to chat with Jeffrey on msn later too. Miss u guys man... Can't wait to fly back to sg...

Been procrastinating the whole day on my studying for tml's test... and in place of studying, i was chatting, watching animes, and worst of all, munching!

Sighz... おれは太ったなりたくない!。。。 だれが助けて!!!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Nian Gao

Brought nian gao 年糕 to offer at the monastery today and its amazing how the mums in the kitchen could do magic to it, and what's more, without eggs! Everyone loved it, and it somehow made me happy.. heez... guess this is what they call the joy of giving.

Kenny came down to BBM to help Marty too. Poor guy, got lost in the BART system and came late looking all worried. But i guess the good lunch from all the mums made it go away.

Followed Rev Heng Sure to Tsu Chi Youth where he spoke dharma to hundreds of kids using the Lord of the Rings movie! pretty innovative. I managed to get some studying done in the midst too. After that, Sandy kept askin me to join her at her family's reunion dinner... crazy... why wld i do that? Furthermore its a seafood dinner... give up dharma lecture just to go sit among strangers and rot away? No way man!

At the end of the day, Aunt Guo Hua packed some food for me to take home, and she said that if i ever fall sick, i must immediately call her or Aunt Guo Juan and stay at their place so that they can look after me. They are such nice people...

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Housework


Finally got inspired to start cooking again. Cooked Yaki Soba with Broccoli, Watercrest & King Oyster Mushrooms! Those are the best kinds of mushrooms! Also started working on my herb garden, a gift fr Aunt Agnes. Guess we'll see if its successful in a months time =)

Anatomy class ended early today and we decided to have a class outing! Went to this bar called the Monk's Kettle. They had hundreds of different kinds of beer from around the world. I had water of course. But it was still cool to hang out with Milly, Jill, Nicole & Lawerence. Nicole's husband joined us later too.
I also told the waitress serving our table that the tattoo on her arm "1314" stands for 一生一世. And she got so happy afterwards. She didn't know the meaning b4, but it was the apt no. of the place where she's living with her bf. Well, guess that was a good end to her long shift at work. She was beaming.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Finally got the pictures to my CNY celebrations. Credit goes to my cousin Nicola!

Loh! ah Loh!

Quick pass me the plate before Jonathan takes everthing!

My cousins Natashia and Nicola

My family in the states

怒った

今日はちょう困らせるだろ。さきは先生は経た、つぎはおれの物はほかの伯母さんが無くなった。
そしても、いとこは探してと言って、でも帰る時、無いと言って。さがしないと思ているんだろ。
そしても、いもとの家が特別に行ったですが、いもとは、全日いないし。図書官へ行った。なんだろ。。。
そしても、今日は町でたくさんばかの人!ぜんぜn運転するできない!ちょう怒ったよ。。。

ま。。。おれが別に。。。おまえはおまえの命がある。おれはおれの命生きる。。。自分で。。。一人で!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Miku

ミクはアメリカへ来っている!でもさ。。。どうしてシアテル?おれの事は遠いだろ。。。
またく。。。でもね、それが、日本の方が近く!

おれは今日は何もしない。。。そう。。。全日が、浪費した。。。そしても、伯母さんの電話をもらった。
おれのお金が、使った、なんの物を買っている。ははのために。。。
なんだろ。。。いつも、いつも、その理由。。。

おれの性命が。。。悲しい。。。

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Healing

Went to the chiropractor again, she just press abit here and there, and then the session was over... Felt like I was cheated of my money man...

Got back our papers for Biology today, and bcoz my teacher kept announcing my results, now everyone is asking me to be the Teaching Assistant for other classes, classes that i didn't even complete...

Decided to check out the Ear Acupuncture Clinic after with some classmates. It was scary at first, but its not so bad actually... Its free anyway, so since i'm in the school, gotta try them all!

Monday, February 18, 2008

Eric!!!

Went up to the city of ten thousand buddhas in ukiah today n got to meet some of the boy's school students again! Poor Jackie burnt his hands while trying to cook...

Also got introduced by Edwin to a new friend, Kenny who's an italian from Buffalo, NY. Guess we hit off pretty well, started exchanging buddhist stories until we forgot about dinner. I guess that's what they meant by taking Dhyana bliss for food! Lolz...

And i got to meet Eric!!! Finally man... When i last saw him, I used to carry him up so easily... this time, when we hugged, he lifted me completely off the ground! Crazy... So in the past 3 years, he picked up weight lifting, wrestling and martial arts and got so much stronger... But too bad... I still managed to counter all his martial arts move... I'm still the master! Lolz...

But yah... thank you so much for your love all these years! To Andrew and Eric, its such a blessing for me to have the 2 of u in my life over here! Thank u all soo soooo much!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Teance

Went BBM again and they had Chocolate coated bananas during lunch! Hella good! Also met Jim Bo there! Later, went to Teance with Laura, Sandy, Helen and Andrew! And Darius n Winnie were there busy serving tea, and they had Lion Dance performance too! So here are some pictures of the day, Check out the tea bar, pretty cool design huhz:




Friday, February 15, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day

Had a great valentines day today. And no... i'm not attached. But just tot that it'll be just another boring day for me as how it always had been the past 23 years. So I was walking to have lunch alone as always when i bump into some classmates at a cafe. So my lonely lunch turned out to be lunch with 5 beautifuls girls of my school! Lolz. Jill, Andrea, Michelle, Amanda n Kristine, thanks for making lunch so fun!

In class, when Amanda found out that i didn't do my homework, she hit me with her pen saying "bad kid"... and then Nicole comes along and when she found out, she did the same exact thing with her notes! Lolz... And yes... i know i blush really easily... so stop making me red!

Academic wise, got 89/100 for my Chemistry test, and topped the Biology class test with 98/100. Lolz. 2 more down, 1 left to go!

Also got a call from Eric! Sorry i can't make it to Ukiah this weekend, but i'll definitely go look for u next week? Mayb this sunday.

Finally ended the day exploring SF with Gerald who's flying off tml.. So fast... But anyway, its still great to be able to see u here. HAve a safe flight back to Sg.

Oh yah, Happy valentines Day everyone! =)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Gerald Tay


Went down to SF to meet Gerald Tay who's in town for only 2 1/2 days. So short... Right smack in my exam schedule. So I can only meet him at night. Went to Cheesecake Factory for supper! Roof top dining n They had like 2 pages worth of different cheesecakes! Cheesecake heaven man... but its so filling...

So this friend is the creator of my urban ninja photo.. which randomly happened one day in Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station sidewalk... lolz... But it came out really cool =)

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Thank You Jeffrey!!!

Jeffrey!!! I love U!!!! Lolz...
After a long day at school, seeing that envelope slid beneath my door and opening it to see what's inside just made my day!!! Thank you soooo soooo much! U know, in the 6 years that I've lived overseas, think this is the 1st time i ever receive anything in the mail from a friend!

The postman didn't take care of it properly thou, so it got a little crumpled, but still... I love it! Thank u so much!
ありがとうを奏で奏で

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Gal at the counter

Went to the chiropractor's today, diagnosed with: flat spine, knots in the neck, weakness in several organs... complicating case, she said she needed a few days to look thru my case and told me to come back 3 days later... so no charge.. lolz

Headed over to Berkeley for yet another sumptous lunch, then had tea n chocolates with Sandy, Laura and Tina. Then Hung showed up later, haven't seen tt guy for ages, so i skipped lecture to help him wf his hmwk...

Around 9pm, David Williams finally shows up, tot he would not come. So we went for supper at Telegraph Ave at Thai Basil. I popped by Quickly for some snacks and the cute girl at the counter asked if i was gonna party tonight. Lolz. So i chatted with her for a while... she tot i was still studying in Berkeley. Too bad i live so far away, else it'd be cool to make another new friend! =)

Saturday, February 09, 2008

2nd Day of CNY


2nd Day of CNY was just like any other day, had school... but my tutor from elementary sch popped by with books but also gifts from my mom - New Year Goodies!!! Yum... my fav's still pineapple tarts! Lolz. Thanks mom!

Friday, February 08, 2008

CNY

Started New Years with a ceremony at BBM, then great lunch as always! Followed by movie "Enchanted"! Finally watched it since nobody in sg wanted to watch it wf me.. lolz...

Thursday, February 07, 2008

New Year's Eve

Went back to De Anza aand bumped into Mrs Patton! And she exclaimed "Why are u so free, always popping up here!" Lolz... My fav teacher ever.

Finally got myself a macbook too! Gonna start the new year with all things new! And my new clothes are all gifts from friends. From shirt, to jeans, to even the underclothes...Lolz.. What would i do without u all... =)

Had reunion dinner with my relatives...was wondering what were they gonna say about me this time round, if not about me being vegetarian, it'll be about my unruly hair, else abt my studies, or my personal life... but i guess everyone was too busy about everything! Lolz.

Good thing was that i got to spend time with my grandfather. He has really aged alot and no one has the time to give him much attention. So i chatted with him for about 2 hours... and it was the first time i saw him broke into smiles in many years... I think... that's the best gift i could give him... and i got the best gift in return... not the red packets... but a true, sincere smile filled with happiness....
Happy new year... =)

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Asian Art Museum


Went to the Asian Art museum today. Thought i would meet some of my classmates, but in the end, didn't see anyone.

So i spent the day alone visiting SF. Civic Center, Union Square, Chinatown... sometimes i prefer it this way, coz i get to buy the things i wan, see the things i wan...

Monday, February 04, 2008

Kyou kara maou

Started on a new anime, on top of the ongoing Naruto and Bleach. Lolz. Had a weird story line to it, but i guess it made me proud to have black hair and black eyes. I used to always want to have brown hair and green eyes... lolz. But I'm satisfied now... =)

Walked around my neighbourhood today, found a spot where i could see the pacific ocean. It was beautiful. Went to the mall later, but couldn't find anything my size. Everythings too large..

Had dinner alone at burger king and was reflecting whether or not it was the right choice, to leave everything and come when i was 16, and again at 23. The prime time of growing up... and of these 8 years, only 2 years were spent in singapore.

If I were in sg, I'd probably be eating with my friends, thou not at BK coz they have no vege burgers there. Yet I'm glad that within those 2 years, I got to meet up with many old friends, and made many new onez...ありがとうを奏で奏で...遠く離れたとしても...

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Stupid Laptop

My laptop crashed on me 9 times while I was doing my presentation... I've just about had it with this stupid laptop!

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Dreams and Dead bodies

Had a really interesting dream last night. So the story behind it is that its Alvin Lee's birthday today and i can't make it to his party in Singapore, but i went there still... in my dreams. Just went there, wished him happy birthday and left. And when i woke up, it was 11:30pm in Singapore. And when i spoke to Nelson, the party ended at 11:30pm... scary... but cool! lolz


The drive down to Canada college was beautiful, lakes, mountains, trees and deers... and it was exciting to go on a excursion with my classmates. Then came time for the cadavers... the stench was strong... and it is a little eerie... but i guess we survived as a class. Decided not to include pictures of the body and organs as it's too gruelsome... so here's the milder version, just bones...


A cool class we have, everyone in this class have an agreement to progress together, and it took us only a short while to know each other, where we live, and all that. One of the coolest classes I've had in USA.


After all the dead bodies, finally decided to go for a cleansing at Mercy Center, a catholic retreat center to join in the Buddhist-Catholic Dialouge. It was great to just be there with all these elders, Rev. Heng Sure, Heng Chih, Heng Gwei, Rev Jan, Father Rebert, Francis, Sister Susan, Magarita... Also join in the gospel singing in the cathedral after with hundreds of people from the community. Very healing...

Friday, February 01, 2008

Life

Gave my youngest sis a call today, heard she just had a tough time from dad. Glad she's alrite now... 2 more years and hopefully she can join the rest of us in the states...

Forgot to take back my water bottle from class last week and was so upset about it, and today, I got it back! My classmate Nicole had kept it for me over the weekend. So nice of her...

And tomorrow, our Anatomy class is having an excursion! We're gonna see... cadavers (dead human bodies...) to do disection. Not the best kind of excursion, but i'm glad that we're doing it now and not during the chinese new year period. And throughout class, Jill kept showing me these pictures of the brains and organs in our text book and giving me those disgusted looks, thinking about tml... lolz...she's so funny...

And more good news, because of good conduct (our teacher said we're the 1st batch of students he had in 10 years where no one missed or was late for a single class), we're having a take home finals! Yesh!